Stop testing my patience.

I can never have a peaceful conversation with my mother. I cannot believe that she is so self-centered that she can sacrifice everything, including my happiness for her own interest.

We just quarreled again for the n-th time this month. She was telling me what she expects for my wedding. She did not even ask for my opinion. It was as if it is her own wedding she is planning. I was irritated and flared up at her, told her it is my wedding and I want it to be done my way, not hers.

I am sobbing alone in my room now. There is nothing else I can do since I can never change the fact that she is my mother. I feel so pathetic and helpless. ='(