*YaWnZ*

Just came back home after visiting SiangPing at her office. Didn't stay there for long 'coz mommy was rushing me to go home for dinner. Anyway, I wasn't quite happy to stay there either. I was told that it is just an introduction of the job, but it turned out to be an interview in disguise. I was given a form to fill up, which SiangPing claims is for her boss to "know me better". After filling up the form, I noticed that there is a section on the reverse page for me to sign and declare that all the information I had given is true. I was lucky they were having a meeting when I was there, so I wasn't interviewed afterall.

Actually, I wanted to partner SiangPing, but I just can't bring myself to do it after learning about the products they sell. True enough, the incentives are appealing, but the sales volume is just too difficult to maintain. The company sells sleeping products, such as pillows and comforters. I was informed by SiangPing that their products come in sets with prices starting from $1000 onwards. I was thinking, even if I manage to sell in the first month, I won't be able to maintain the same sales volume the following month unless those who purchased the products refer new customers to me, because people don't change new pillows and comforters every other month. Take myself as an example, I've used my pillow for more than 6 years and I am still using it because I am already used to it, and it is still in good condition. You change my pillow today and I will lose my sleep for a month. Then, I will blame the pillow for my insomnia.

I feel like quitting my job now. Though the pay is OK, the work is not. I am so stresed till I give wrong advices to customers. I can't think clearly now. Everytime I go to work, I look forward to knocking off. I get a terrible headache whenever I am at work. SiGh~! I don't like the job, but I got to hold on to it 'coz I need the money. I envy those who have left. Joan will be leaving on Sunday. I am happy for her. I want to tender my resignation, but I haven't save enough. How many times have I said that? I don't know. The only thing I know is I am still stuck with this sick job.

I want to get a new job somewhere else, but it is not easy to find one nowadays. Especially one which offers more than $7/Hr, and work during office hours. SiGh~!

I haven't had a day of rest since last Tuesday. Had been working OT on my rest days. I will also be doing OT tomorrow and on Sunday. I am so tired.