Post Valentine

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Went home straight after work. What a nice girl I've been, right? Watched TV the whole night. I was feeling bored. It is difficult to spend Valentine's Day without a partner. Worse still, Mediacorp just have to screen romantic dramas the whole night. It was My Fair Lady at 7PM, then You Are The One at 9PM, lastly Glass Shoes at 10.45PM. Glass Shoes was the one which made me really sad last night. Tears were welling in my eyes when I was watching the show, but somehow, I just couldn't cry. Watched Glass Shoes till 12.30PM and ended up sleepwalking to work this morning. So, that was my Valentine's Day 2005.

Suddenly, I am reminded of My Fair Princess III which ended on Sunday. The undying love between Princess HuanZhu and 5th Prince, and that between Princess ZiWei and Er Kang is so touching. I doubt this kinda neverending love will ever exist in this century. Maybe there will be, but I don't know. Maybe it has never ever existed before. Deep in my heart, I really want to believe that it exist, and I truly hope that I will come across a guy who will sacrifice everything just for me, and a guy whom I am willing to give up some things for. But, up in my head, I cannot believe because it is too much of a fairytale. It is like a dream. I am scared that everything will be gone when I wake up. I am afraid of disappointment. I'll rather it won't happen, then I won't be sad that it is gone. But, if it doesn't happen, I'll also be disappointed because I never had a chance to be so deeply in love with someone. Hai~! I am contradicting myself. I think I better end here before I confuse myself. Time to watch Glass Shoes again! TaTa~!