Joy

Joy is back home, well and safe. It turned out that she doesn't have dengue fever but a very serious viral infection. I am glad she will be coming back to the office on Wednesday, though she should be getting more rest. I miss her sooooo much!!! Hee~!

Blogging in my office again. It is my rest day but I am back for OT. Just hope to earn more money while I still can.

A lot of things are going through my mind right now, but I don't know how to put them down in words. I think I am aging.

I had been quite lucky for the past 18 years of my life. Had been able to pass the major exams, good enough for me to proceed to a higher level of education, and better still, to rather good schools. Though I worked very hard for that too, I still believe that good luck is important. Just hope that I am still as lucky as before. I don't care if you say that I am superstitious or whatever, I will try anything and everything to make sure that I am able to enter either NUS or NTU this year.

O'level results will be out tomorrow. I wish those who are receiving their results well, especially Joslyn and Jake. =)

Daddy is coming back from Malaysia tonight. Hopes he had enough fun. Can sense that he is very stresed up recently.

Read the email from Robby about pressure just now. The pictures were moving quite fast when I was looking at them. I need to check on my blood pressure. I reckon it should be shooting up faster than the rocket. It's no surprise since I had been getting a lot of irritating and stupid customers. Seriously, I do not wish to extend my contract with SingTel, though the pay is quite good. Maybe I'll see how it goes before I make my decision. Anyway, I still have a lot of time to consider since my contract will only end on 15th April 2005.

Didn't realise that I had been blogging for the past 2.5 hours. Alright, it's almost time for knock off and I shall end here.

Advanced

O'level results gonna be released next Monday. This will mean that A'level results will be released the following Monday. ArGh~! I don't like the feeling of this. It is getting harder and harder to get into University. I am very worried... ...

Joy fell ill yesterday and is in the hospital now. I am such an insensitive friend. I didn't know until this evening when Joslyn told me. We'll be visiting her this Sunday though. Poor girl, hopes she get well soon.

I am typing this blog in my office now. I realise this job is really tiring and stressful. It's no wonder they are paying so high.

Going to log off 15 minutes from now.

Post Valentine

Yesterday was Valentine's Day. Went home straight after work. What a nice girl I've been, right? Watched TV the whole night. I was feeling bored. It is difficult to spend Valentine's Day without a partner. Worse still, Mediacorp just have to screen romantic dramas the whole night. It was My Fair Lady at 7PM, then You Are The One at 9PM, lastly Glass Shoes at 10.45PM. Glass Shoes was the one which made me really sad last night. Tears were welling in my eyes when I was watching the show, but somehow, I just couldn't cry. Watched Glass Shoes till 12.30PM and ended up sleepwalking to work this morning. So, that was my Valentine's Day 2005.

Suddenly, I am reminded of My Fair Princess III which ended on Sunday. The undying love between Princess HuanZhu and 5th Prince, and that between Princess ZiWei and Er Kang is so touching. I doubt this kinda neverending love will ever exist in this century. Maybe there will be, but I don't know. Maybe it has never ever existed before. Deep in my heart, I really want to believe that it exist, and I truly hope that I will come across a guy who will sacrifice everything just for me, and a guy whom I am willing to give up some things for. But, up in my head, I cannot believe because it is too much of a fairytale. It is like a dream. I am scared that everything will be gone when I wake up. I am afraid of disappointment. I'll rather it won't happen, then I won't be sad that it is gone. But, if it doesn't happen, I'll also be disappointed because I never had a chance to be so deeply in love with someone. Hai~! I am contradicting myself. I think I better end here before I confuse myself. Time to watch Glass Shoes again! TaTa~!