Contradiction

I hate him. I really hate him. I hate him so much that I will give him a tight slap immediately if I ever see him again. I hate him to the core. I don't understand why I still give a damn about him.

I accidentally found out that he is having problems with his current girlfriend. I realised I was smiling. Inside me, I was laughing. Laughing at his plight. Laughing at him for being a clown in front of his new girl. His childish, immature, act-cute, domineering girlfriend. I am glad I didn't cry for him. He is not worthy of my tears. It was his loss, not mine.

I still feel disgusted when I think about what he used to say to me. Those disgusting professions. Those RUBBISH.

I HATE HIM.

Basic Theory Test

Went to SSDC to take my Basic Theory Test(BTT) today. Had to leave my IBM lecture before it actually ends. I was surprised Mr Nageb actually allowed me to leave early and even wished me luck. I was actually expecting a scolding from him for asking if class will be extended today. PhEw~! Anyway, I passed the test. YeAh~! Don't think I am applying for the PDL anytime soon. Maybe after my income has stabilised. No spare cash to take the practical lessons yet. =(

Was supposed to tutor a Primary 3 boy yesterday morning but I was told to go home when I reach the place. It turned out that the same agency had arranged for another tutor to give tuition to the same kid. ArGh~! I was so angry that I called the tuition agency immediately and gave them a big scolding. The agent who offered me the assignment wasn't around when I called in the morning, so I kept calling the agency until the agent picked up the call. I think I called them about five times and all she could tell me was that she will check and call me back. SiGh~! About an hour later, the agent called again. She asked if I was interested in an assignment which will start today at 3PM. She did not tell me the rate, neither did she tell me the level nor the subject. I can't accept the assignment as my BTT starts at 2PM today. She said she will check again and call me back at 1230PM today. So far, I have not receive any call from her today. HaI~!

Going to tutor a Primary 1 girl tonight. This is the second time I am seeing her. Had our first lesson on Tuesday evening. She is a very quiet girl. I think she opened her mouth for less than five times that night. When I tried to make her talk, she just smiled at me. I hope we can interact more tonight.

Might be going to Daiso tomorrow. Suddenly feel like spending money. HaHa~! Haven't been buying anything for myself these days. Not feeling too good now.

Boy and Girl

1. When a girl keeps smiling at you, it means she likes you.
2. When a girl does not reply your SMS for after a few hours, it means she is angry with you. Go think about what you have just said or done to her.
3. When a girl takes the initiative to kiss you, it means she likes you a lot.
4. When a girl repeatedly asks if you like her, tell her the truth, don't beat about the bush.
5. If you want to reject a girl, tell her clearly, face to face.
6. If you have already thought it over carefully, then don't give the girl false hopes.
7. If you really like the girl, show it to her. You are a guy. Take the initiative.
8. Most girls are generally weaker than guys, so don't walk too fast when you are with her.
9. If a girl takes the initiative to ask you out, it means she likes u.
10. If a girl takes the initiative to SMS you in the middle of a lesson, no use asking her to concentrate.
11. Don't let the girl take the initiative to ask you out all the time!
12. When she asks "What are you doing?", it means she can't wait to come over and keep you company or she wants you to talk to her.
13. Don't be so block-headed when you are with her. She might be dropping you a hint.
14. A girl likes you to show some concern when she is down.
15. Don't stuff her with food, 'coz you know girls like to be slim.
16. If a girl keeps all the SMS you have sent her, it means she likes you a lot.
17. If a girl refuse to watch your soccer match, it doesn’t mean that she doesn’t like you. She is just not prepared to meet your friends. Give her more time.
18. If a girl always take the initiative to send you an instant message when you are online, it means that she is interested in you. If you like her, don't let her take the initiative all the time.
19. If a girl dreams of you in her sleep, and wakes up crying, it means she is scared that she will lose you.
20. If a girl takes the effort to type all the 20 sentences out for you to read, it means that you matter a lot to her.

I got this from a friend's blog. I didn't get her permission to reproduce this in my blog though. =P To protect her identity, I shall not mention her name here. I think these are what girls expect their boyfriends to know when they are attached. Though I am single now, I totally agree with her. Sadly, most guys do not realise these little details until it is being spelt out clearly for them. SiGh~!

Charlie and The Chocolate Factory

Was informed of a tuition assignment on Friday. The student is a Sec 2 girl currently studying at Chung Cheng High School. Subject is E-Maths. Once a week, each time 2 hours. Every Saturday, 2PM. Went for it yesterday. Tuition was fine. Went through her test papers, found that she made a lot of careless mistakes, which was one of the reasons why she scored low marks. She had problems with algebraic manipulation. Went through many questions with her and tried to make her see the pattern. Guided her through most of the questions until she was confident enough to solve it herself. Gave her some questions to practice. Will be checking them through when I go next week.

That was my first tuition assignment. I am so glad I pulled through. ^_^ I still can't believe that I am a tutor now. I can still remember myself struggling with those Maths questions when I was a Sec 2 student myself. It seems as though it was only yesterday. Hai~! Suddenly realised that I have grown up. Not a kid anymore. I miss those days when I had no responsibilities. I was so carefree. Time flies. There is no turning back now. I can only make the best of what I have now and enjoy it while I still can. Maybe that was the reason why tears rolled down my cheek involuntarily when I was watching the NDP replay yesterday. The kids were singing a song titled "Counting Wishes". The kids were so pure and innocent. They seem to have no worries at all. I can never be like them anymore. SiGh~!

Watched Charlie and The Chocolate Factory last night. It was an interesting movie with a touching but happy ending. I love it! In fact, I wanna watch it again! HeE~!

Finished watching Good Luck! just now. ShinKhai had promised Ogawa that he will take her up into the sky to watch the most beautiful sunrise, and he did. So sweet! Well, that is not likely to happen in real life. Actually, I do not expect a lot. I only hope to watch the sunrise together with my beloved everyday, though it would be nice if he will do what ShinKhai did. That will be an added bonus. HeE~! Well, till I find Mr Right.

Daddy just came back from Bangkok today. He bought my favourite dried guava and mangoes. YuMmY! He bought some trinkets too. Nice little things. I like them. =)

Was told by ShuYing that GuoLiang is in the same course as I am. Such a coincidence. So far, I have not seen him in any of my lectures or anywhere else in the campus.

*YaWnZ* I am sleepy. Wish me sweet dreams. You too. GoodNight!

Bali

Was in Bali between 5 August and 8 August.

Bali was fantastic! Went to lots of places for sight-seeing, and of course lots of shopping too! HeE~! The things there were quite cheap and it was fun trying to bargain with the vendors with the tiny bit of Malay I know.


Batik drawing on the sleeve of my T-shirt.


The monkey family at the Monkey Forest was kind enough to pose for a picture. Look! Mommy Monkey is smiling at the camera!


This was taken at the second largest Balinese temple. The temple used to belong to a royal family.


Brrr! Located at 1200M above sea level, it sure was cold at the second largest lake in Bali.


Sunset at Tanah Lot. Beautiful, isn't it?


Hard Rock Cafe in Bali.

The tour guide who showed us around was a humourous and nice guy. He speaks good English too. During long rides, he would tell us lots of facts about Bali. Learnt quite a bit from him.




















Balinese lady carrying offerings on her head. The guy on the right is our tour guide.

We stayed at The Patra Bali, a 5-star resort-hotel near the Denpasar airport during the trip. It is quite a big place so we had to walk quite a distance from the lobby before we reach our rooms. The resort-hotel is near the sea. Nice view.


Playing giant chess at the resort-hotel.


At the pool side.


ShI zI lU kOu ChEnG gOnG!

Bali is certainly a place worth visiting. The rich culture of the Balinese is already good reason to revisit the island province of Indonesia. Hope to travel there again soon. =)